I just got back from my first ob appointment.
I got naked....
I got a pap since I was due in two months anyways...
yacked with the doc for a long while...(the midwife rather)
we went over all the important stuff...like family history...
and all that jazz....
was getting jittery...and nervous...cause next was the ultrasound....
walked to the ultrasound room....
hubby jumps up to stand next to me....
she pokes...and prods...and what not....she can't find anything....
she pokes more....and pushes soooo hard with that ditty....still nothing
we did that for no more than 3 minutes and it was over.
They found nothing.
Yeah...fabufuckinglous.
*sobs*
I have a refferal to go to the hospital and use a 'high tech' ultrasound gizmo of whatever sort there.....I'm fucking pissed. I'm so sad...dissapointed...I've been counting down to THIS day for a fucking month....and I walk home feeling like nothing more than a failure.
The hospital ultrasound (I was told) 'might be able to get me in, in as soon as 2 weeks'
woo fucking woo.
two more weeks of this shit.
fuck.
I got naked....
I got a pap since I was due in two months anyways...
yacked with the doc for a long while...(the midwife rather)
we went over all the important stuff...like family history...
and all that jazz....
was getting jittery...and nervous...cause next was the ultrasound....
walked to the ultrasound room....
hubby jumps up to stand next to me....
she pokes...and prods...and what not....she can't find anything....
she pokes more....and pushes soooo hard with that ditty....still nothing
we did that for no more than 3 minutes and it was over.
They found nothing.
Yeah...fabufuckinglous.
*sobs*
I have a refferal to go to the hospital and use a 'high tech' ultrasound gizmo of whatever sort there.....I'm fucking pissed. I'm so sad...dissapointed...I've been counting down to THIS day for a fucking month....and I walk home feeling like nothing more than a failure.
The hospital ultrasound (I was told) 'might be able to get me in, in as soon as 2 weeks'
woo fucking woo.
two more weeks of this shit.
fuck.
3 Comments:
*hugs* I emailed you. Hope you got it. Waiting 2 weeks is unacceptable, and not just because of the stress involved. Possible ectopics need to be taken quite seriously, considering all of the bad things that can result in a ruptured tube. :-(
Two weeks? That's nuts!
Why didn't they try an internal US wand thingy? They always had to do that with me.
Good luck sweetie.
-Michelle
Bastards! I'm really surprised about the 2 week wait. That is unacceptable. ((hugs)) and good luck.
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