I’ve got to be the worlds worst blogger…sorry.
We leave tomorrow to head on over to my Mom’s house for Christmas. That should be fun. I hope I do alright for the drive…I’m bringing my ‘happy pills’ as usual for my long drives. I just get so scared. I hope I can do this with out a panic attack. I know I’ve made SUCH progress with that fight. I’ve not been scared of the drive YET, this time last year (before we decided NOT to go after all) I was SO scared having panic attacks every day sometimes three to four times in ONE day. It was BAD. I’m SO glad those days are over. I still DO deal with the panic. BUT it’s for the most part under control…I can feel an attack coming on and talk myself out of it, such a difference a year makes…and the right medication! Yee haw!
Today at work we had a pot luck/gift exchange…that was fun times.
Also this morning I had the cutest e-mail from my good friend…there was a nice letter from ‘baby’ and a new picture of her latest ultra sound. It was so nice of her. It was a nice thing to see first thing in the morning :)
I’m so glad it’s a three day weekend, I’d die if it weren’t! I need a day just to R E L A X!
Sunday will be just that! My relaxation day. Oh and the day to play with all my new things from Christmas! Joy!!!
I hope everyone has a good Christmas!
We leave tomorrow to head on over to my Mom’s house for Christmas. That should be fun. I hope I do alright for the drive…I’m bringing my ‘happy pills’ as usual for my long drives. I just get so scared. I hope I can do this with out a panic attack. I know I’ve made SUCH progress with that fight. I’ve not been scared of the drive YET, this time last year (before we decided NOT to go after all) I was SO scared having panic attacks every day sometimes three to four times in ONE day. It was BAD. I’m SO glad those days are over. I still DO deal with the panic. BUT it’s for the most part under control…I can feel an attack coming on and talk myself out of it, such a difference a year makes…and the right medication! Yee haw!
Today at work we had a pot luck/gift exchange…that was fun times.
Also this morning I had the cutest e-mail from my good friend…there was a nice letter from ‘baby’ and a new picture of her latest ultra sound. It was so nice of her. It was a nice thing to see first thing in the morning :)
I’m so glad it’s a three day weekend, I’d die if it weren’t! I need a day just to R E L A X!
Sunday will be just that! My relaxation day. Oh and the day to play with all my new things from Christmas! Joy!!!
I hope everyone has a good Christmas!
2 Comments:
I didn't see this.
Glad to hear your panic attacks are getting better.
Hope the drive was a good one for you.
Awww, so glad you liked your letter from baby. Baby is so smart to be able to send you a letter from the womb... must be having a genius... what are the odds!! LOL!!!
hi, i was wondering if you could change the font color because I am unable to see the text properly..cheers!
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