I’ve got to be the worlds worst blogger…sorry.

We leave tomorrow to head on over to my Mom’s house for Christmas. That should be fun. I hope I do alright for the drive…I’m bringing my ‘happy pills’ as usual for my long drives. I just get so scared. I hope I can do this with out a panic attack. I know I’ve made SUCH progress with that fight. I’ve not been scared of the drive YET, this time last year (before we decided NOT to go after all) I was SO scared having panic attacks every day sometimes three to four times in ONE day. It was BAD. I’m SO glad those days are over. I still DO deal with the panic. BUT it’s for the most part under control…I can feel an attack coming on and talk myself out of it, such a difference a year makes…and the right medication! Yee haw!

Today at work we had a pot luck/gift exchange…that was fun times.

Also this morning I had the cutest e-mail from my good friend…there was a nice letter from ‘baby’ and a new picture of her latest ultra sound. It was so nice of her. It was a nice thing to see first thing in the morning :)

I’m so glad it’s a three day weekend, I’d die if it weren’t! I need a day just to R E L A X!
Sunday will be just that! My relaxation day. Oh and the day to play with all my new things from Christmas! Joy!!!

I hope everyone has a good Christmas!

been a long time...I know!

I know it's been some time, yes.
I've been busy...non motivated I guess you could say...
My hubby and I just finished up a big remodel project in our house.
We re did the bathroom on the first floor :)
It looks super cool now...we did a lot....

I am so tired these days...the other night I went to sleep for the night at not even SEVEN! I was out like a light....strange.

I've really not been reading too many journals/blogs these days...just the three or four I've 'always' read...from old board members and the like...I've decided that my life will not end if I'm not 'in the loop' of someoen who has no idea I exist! I think it makes sense!

We put up our Christmas tree on Thanksgiving....that should be illegal huh!
I decorated it with hubby, and my nephew...and I wrapped up all the gifts and put them under the tree...it looks so pretty! I love going 'all out' on the wrapping and bows and ribbon...it's fun when everything looks 'proffesionally wrapped' to me....makes me feel special :)

It's pretty sad that I haven't written in so long and yet I still have nothing exciting to share....but do I ever?
I don't think so!